itouch

I bought my itouch to think of it as an investment. Because it is so expensive, it cannot be just another item I have, rather an asset I should treasure.  And I really do treasure it.  But my mom pointed out that my itouch is not the only "asset" I have, its not the only asset I'm entitled to. There is my car for instance.  This morning I woke up early and set up a station to wash my car.  It took a ridiculous amount of time, but I guess it's because I have not washed it since I received it in December.  I had to first rinse it down, getting all the gunk away from the top and sides of the car.  Then I really scrubbed it down until all the bird poop and dirt was off my car, disgusting by the way T_T.  When I washed the bottom of my car my ragged turned black.  Incredibly dirty.  After washing the outside of my car for about an hour or so, I cleaned the inside.  It wasn't as difficult, but nevertheless time consuming and harsh because my arms were tired from doing the karate kid manuever; "wax on, wax off".  hahaha

When I was done cleaning, I put my car back, but before I did I saw these little kids playing outside. No more than 7 years old playing with two identical dogs. Pretty amazing how they can live so carefree, so oblivious to what the future will demand of them.  But I just moved on, letting the thought linger a moment or so till it drifted away.

Back to my itouch.  I did not know you could download all these apps on it!

I always downloaded weird ones, but the recent ones I downloaded, dealing with tower defense, chess, connect 4, connect the dots, BOOKS, formula sheets, and a brainstorm app, are really useful.

I'm not excited to go to college. And I'm not afraid. I'm really apathetic.

I wonder why?  Everything in my life has just been one road, and I'm not usually very moved.  Nothing excites me too much.  I can't find a way to make myself appreciate anything to a higher degree than how I see everything else.  Sure, certain little events that take place make me happy or genuinely ecstatic. For example getting my itouch, getting a wii, marking a high score on a math test (shut up), making a three and proving to Justin he's wrong of his expectations of me, seeing/watching/cooking/baking good food, and watching a baby are the only things that come to mind that get me going.  I wonder if this is the reason I love strategy games so much, because I can't fully comprehend the depth and diversity those games contain. (Starcraft, Chess, Bah duk/ Go, Gommok (five in a row)) 

Meh.

last saturday before things get hectic. wooh?